"Light your lamps and torches,
A dreadful night falls again.
A sunless sky; the world pitch black.
In the distance, faint glitters of pink are seen.
Rejoice; there is beauty in this darkness.
These new lights are our hopes.
Packs your bags and saddles,
An adventure starts; we leave to seek new light.
Traveling until night falls; nothing is found.
The darkness envelopes us; the glitters appear once again.
Roars and rumbles are heard,
Something surrounds us.
Ready your swords and bows,
They are coming."
Not long ago
Our love filled the air
Blessed us with endless happiness
Nothing would get in our way
Nothing would break us
We were invincible
We were one.
Yesterday
Our love seemed lost
Its raptures burdened us
Everything mattered
Everything bothered us
We were no more
We had died
Today
My love is unvearable
Haunting memories of you and me
Always thinking of us
Always hoping for your return
I am still waiting
I still have our love
To me, there is no tomorrow
Life,
As it seems to be;
Full of challenges.
Everyday,
Something new comes;
Only to be defeated.
Loneliness,
Another of these miseries;
Staying here besides me.
This time;
The problem drags on;
No way to win.
Defeated;
There is no solution;
Can only wait.
Light, so much of it.
Darkness, our kingdom.
Only their offsprings,
They know, we know.
They fear us.
Daylight, yet another safety blanket.
Such a lie.
We need not harm them.
Their flesh; so toxic.
Their dreams, such power.
That is all we want.
A single dream.
Gives us hope; reason.
Soon, we'll return.
Joining our brethren in the light.
Fear, a child's fear.
Always the same,
Always the closet or the bedspace.
Ever watching, waiting.
Their only goal; to feed.
Our eyes, our skin, that is all they want.
Every time mom turns off the lights,
We can sense them; Moving.
Inch by inch, they get closer.
Never have we ever seen them.
Never have they ever touched us.
But we know, they are present.
A vision.
Death from all directions.
Creatures from the Abyss.
Surrounding us.
We fight,
Struggle.
Tirelessly,
They push on.
Our numbers dwindle.
Nothing stopping them.
The last standoff.
We only have one weapon left;
Hope
"This is the end..."
"Is it the end?
How could it end?"
"Reach,
You'll understand."
Your hand, fingers,
painstakingly inching forward.
Slowly,
come in contact.
The coldness rushes through your body.
Your flame, your soul.
Slows.
"Take your hand away,
or you'll go with it."
You struggle.
Pulling your hand away.
The bitterness,
the sadness,
the end.
All seem to have grasped you.
"Help me,
I can't feel anything."
Your eyes,
they shift.
The blackness drains them.
Quietly, the sorrow crawls through you.
Every second, breaking you down.
"Help me,
There's nothing left of me."
Standing there.
In fear.
I watch you fall f
Looking at the mirror
All is crystal clear
My figure sways with every thought
The walls behind me, watching me
With their ever changing swirling colours
Causing me to be dizzy
I try to focus on reality
But the harder I think
The harder I try
Everything just seems to get worst
Slowly, I feel myself being absorbed
The room's hunger is pulling me in
The more I try to fight
The stronger it pulls
Steadying myself using the sink
All this movement is making me dizzy
Everything is dancing
All having a life of their own
I close my eyes
The soothing darkness overtakes my mind
I wait...
Just.
Wait.
I feel better
All seems to sett
Every word you speak
Every spike that your voice projects
Sound waves crashing against my ear drums
Syllables ripping through my brain
I try to think of happier times
Inventing reasons for this mess
Like many things before
Love in my life has failed
Yesterday, everything was still fine
You come here now
Bearing the bad news
Breaking me. I felt my love die
Adrenaline rushed to my brain
All this time, I sit here listening
To every word you speak
To every pain that you bring
"Light your lamps and torches,
A dreadful night falls again.
A sunless sky; the world pitch black.
In the distance, faint glitters of pink are seen.
Rejoice; there is beauty in this darkness.
These new lights are our hopes.
Packs your bags and saddles,
An adventure starts; we leave to seek new light.
Traveling until night falls; nothing is found.
The darkness envelopes us; the glitters appear once again.
Roars and rumbles are heard,
Something surrounds us.
Ready your swords and bows,
They are coming."
Wings of fire,
Eyes of hatred,
Teeth of death.
I welcome you,
To this world of mine,
Where none but one suffers.
Feast upon the frightened,
Feast upon the weak,
Feast upon the lost.
You will grow,
Never ceasing,
Destroying all that is sane.
These men in white robes,
Still awed by your invisible presence,
Watch me, watch me crumble.
To them, you are an illusion,
But to me,
You are all that is real.
Slowly you dig deeper,
Forcing yourself further down,
Where the bombardments of drugs cannot reach.
As you fight to protect yourself,
You only hurt me more,
Ripping through all hope.
But one day,
You'll re
I find myself
Here, again,
Resting down
By your side.
I feel your delicate skin,
Mesmerized by your tranquil eyes,
Like every time before,
I adore you even more.
Finally,
I have discovered
What I have been seeking
Every day I've been living.
Your tender love
Has brought me here,
No longer am I concerned,
That,
Forever
We shall be
Together
All I can feel,
The rusty blade entering my side.
The splitting of my entrails,
Like a warm knife in butter,
The pain only extracting more blood.
Blood, now the only thing I can smell,
Spilling,
Almost as rapidly as my tears.
Why does it bleed so?
Will it ever stop?
Now, to look at my assassin.
First, his rusty dagger, gorged with blood,
Followed by his hand and arm, painted red.
Looking very familiar, have I seen him before?
Before I close my eyes one last time, I look into the mirror.
Stranger,
We all look as you wander.
Everyday, your black cloak grows longer.
Is it because you still wonder?
Stranger,
Why do you plague us ever after?
We are not the ones who have taken her.
Are you to be gloom forever?
Brother,
What have you done of your creator?
Have you killed him from a nasty fever?
Have you drowned him in glacial water?
Stranger, Brother,
Have you changed forever?
Glass, Glass, Everywhere
Every step I take, I discover more.
Glass, Glass, Everywhere
Every step I take, the windows rumble.
Glass, Glass, Everywhere
Every step I take, the neighbours watching.
Glass, Glass, Everywhere
Every step I take, the windows breaking.
Pain, Pain, Everyday
Every step I take, my floor blood stained.
Every night,
I awaken to find something.
Never has it been so clear;
The emptiness that surrounds me,
The pain which filters through me.
Gloom and delight mingle together.
This emotion is not like anything I have ever felt.
As it seems to be all my fault.
What can I do?
Now, as I toss and turn,
I feel the empty gap around me forever widen.
My every thoughts linger,
What could it be?
As each one pass,
A tear wets my cheek.
Every now and again,
I reach for you, but you vanish at the simplest touch.
Even if it might not show,
I do miss your touch;
Your love.
That;
Is all I'm missing.
Every word you speak
Every spike that your voice projects
Sound waves crashing against my ear drums
Syllables ripping through my brain
I try to think of happier times
Inventing reasons for this mess
Like many things before
Love in my life has failed
Yesterday, everything was still fine
You come here now
Bearing the bad news
Breaking me. I felt my love die
Adrenaline rushed to my brain
All this time, I sit here listening
To every word you speak
To every pain that you bring
Looking at the mirror
All is crystal clear
My figure sways with every thought
The walls behind me, watching me
With their ever changing swirling colours
Causing me to be dizzy
I try to focus on reality
But the harder I think
The harder I try
Everything just seems to get worst
Slowly, I feel myself being absorbed
The room's hunger is pulling me in
The more I try to fight
The stronger it pulls
Steadying myself using the sink
All this movement is making me dizzy
Everything is dancing
All having a life of their own
I close my eyes
The soothing darkness overtakes my mind
I wait...
Just.
Wait.
I feel better
All seems to sett
"This is the end..."
"Is it the end?
How could it end?"
"Reach,
You'll understand."
Your hand, fingers,
painstakingly inching forward.
Slowly,
come in contact.
The coldness rushes through your body.
Your flame, your soul.
Slows.
"Take your hand away,
or you'll go with it."
You struggle.
Pulling your hand away.
The bitterness,
the sadness,
the end.
All seem to have grasped you.
"Help me,
I can't feel anything."
Your eyes,
they shift.
The blackness drains them.
Quietly, the sorrow crawls through you.
Every second, breaking you down.
"Help me,
There's nothing left of me."
Standing there.
In fear.
I watch you fall f
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Time for my yearly "Hi"
I just came here, for no real reason... Was just checking it out a few...
Must say hi to all.. Got no poems yet.... not cuz I don't want to write, but cuz my time is short.. Not to the world or anything... Just between work and school, I get about 6 hours of sleep a night and thats it.
Well, the Prof's tired, time to go to bed.
That's right, I'm back with full force... No, wait, that's not true... I just stumbled upon my account again. Gave me the feeling to write more poems to be exact. So, maybe if you're all lucky, I'll be coming out with some more stuff... Maybe a different mood at that. Wouldn't that be weird?!?!
Anywho, back to stuff to do...
Like shooting monkeys in a barrel. What a barrel of fun!
The Prof is now ending class...
Hey X - join the Haligonians group on Deviantart! (haligonians.deviantart.com) They have meetings and such in person, like bbqs. I have yet to be off to go to one but perhaps after you join (which you will if I have anythign to do with it - hehe) you, David and I can pop over or something. Anyhow, it's a cool club.